Anonymous asked: Don't know you, and just found your blog, but it seems like you're getting a ton of garbage for no apparent reason, and I'm sorry that you are.
Thank you :) but I could care less what others say or think, why should I? this is my place to vent and their words have no effect, its a waste of their time, its fine :)
I’m Asexual and that is my orientation. I am not sexually attracted to anybody. Though I have no desire for a sexual relationship, what most people dont understand is that I still seek a romantic relationship. I still want somebody, I could be alone but to do so I need to isolate myself and the need for somebody will dismember. Unfortunately i’ve met some of the most amazing people this school year which is for the most part good. Ive learned my place, not to get connected with people. These two girls completely diminished that wall that I built between myself and society, not good. I struggle with the idea of “feeling” which is a subject I am very unaware of. They led me on. I wanted more than a friendship with them (not sure who) but now I am stuck with a friendship that is too complicated for me to fathom and I might have to end it unless I get “closer” to one of them. It’s all or nothing and unfortunately if they disagree with the idea i’m left with a shattered wall organizing myself with society, my first downfall that I spent years fixing. I just love myself.
There’s only one thing I want in the world right now, if I could have that, then I truly believe everything else would be perfect…
no--cinderella-story asked: whore. resspondd<33333
Sorry :(, I wasnt tumbling on tumblr, but IM SO HAPPY SEE HAPPINESS
